Sunday, March 19, 2006

ughhhh

Sigh.......i'm just not good enough!
really.....
not GOOD enough, not sweet, cute, nice, polite enough!

do i care?
YES I do!
Ofcourse
why not?

but the stoicism gets the better of me............and i say........well i shouldn't show them i'm hurt...or depressed......and believe me , it makes it all worse.It reallly does....................it makes it feel like no one cares about u or you are just not wanted...whatever