Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Is this justice???????

A year ago on 16 december a friend of mine gave me the dreaded wretched news.X is dead!!!!
'Dead ?' i said. 'Huh?'
'Yeah. She killed herself.'
'No !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' that was me.' How could she do that? How could she? No way! She was so sensible.'
'i KNOW'

Why am I saying why? I know why she did this. She was raped. By a man her Step-mother wanted her to marry.Her Mother (wateva) locked the man who was 31 in her room wen she was sleeping. This was so that she would have to marry that bloody cousin. But my brave friend who was already getting suicidal decided that she was better of not living n slit her wrist

Her mother told her father that she had a lover who raped her n then dumped her so she commited suicide......

Monday, November 14, 2005


I've just spent a whole day studying....................real-weal studying...i swear!
It may be hard to believe but it actually feels good ....I mean relaxing after the studies:P
Well the day was horrible....I mean it started off horribley!!! A bird shat on me as soon as I sat down in school in the morning hoping to tell my friend something important (its confidential).I had to run all the way to the bathroom only to find it closed....the shit was making me feel so shitty.......then I ran to the other bathroom ....which was open thankfully...and i tried washing off the shit wiuthout using my bare hands.....lolz...dint work though because the shit had dried.Finally it came off and i ran back to my friends to go over the computer chapters coming for the test in the first period for the last time.The damned prefects came next ushering ud to the assembly, before the bell even rang.After the usual "take off your earings, they're in the wrong hole" and "Cut your nails" routine I was once agin told to learn the first verse of "If" a poem as a punishment for the 65th time (of which I haven't even learnt it once...)
Then the whole day was boring except for Language in which the fear of flunking the essay test kept me awake......
And then comes the studying part in which I did HISTORY............................YAYYYYYYYYY
and now I'm here, typing away, trying to think of something intersting to write but all I can think of is my sweet friend getting engaged...(but thats old news....5th november)

Wednesday, November 09, 2005


Oh man exams are here.........28th of november...what torture! ist of december is my birthday for god's sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got to go and study...urghhhhh

Friday, November 04, 2005

Eid Mubarak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm Eid!!!!!!!!!Everyone enjoy..........cuz there is school on monday!!!!!1
:( :(

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Have you ever tried to ignore the obvious and look at the positive side of the negative and the negative side of the positive?Lets try This is a positive far as i know! Ok the positive side is the smiley itself...a typical one(yellow n black) which cheers you up. Ok coming to the negative side....Doesn't it look sinister to you? Umm like the black background and the crooked looks a bit fake...( i might be going crazy) Can't think of anymore negative things about this one!!Lets go to the next picture....
Hmm the negative side of this pic is the smoking i guess but the positive side is the kind ols man...his smile.You can see he's decent.Right? I don't knowwwwwww........
This is not working....

Choro yaar...This is verry exhausting..ans I can't think of the positives and negatives right now..I'm starving.........(roza)
Well i should look at the bright side right? Hmm let me think, today's my sister's first roza....yayyyyy
And ofcourse I might meet *sumone* today...MIGHT.....but still!!!!!!
yayay I'm learning fast.
okay gotta go.....i'll elaborate later ....ciaooooo