Tuesday, April 24, 2007

its always about 'me'. Its always me.

Not an egotistic moron.
Maybe just a moron.

why am i so utterly stupid? = s

*She sees the sudden glow of her cell-phone, as a message is received and her face brightens intantly. She knew he'd message. Obviously. Her heart was bursting with relief and she smacked herself on the head for her stupid paranoia (he hates me, he's angry, he's ditching me) She walked over to the table and picked up her cellphone, relishing the thought of a message from him. She took her time pressing the 'read' button. Anf her heart deflated. Yes it was a message. But from someone else. Heartbroken, hurt and close to tears, she flopped down once again on the bed and wondered why and how she had got trapped in love's snare, once again....*

lets waste time, chasing cars

We'll do it all
Everything On our own
We don't need Anything Or anyone
If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
will never change for us at all If I lay here
If I just lay here Would you lie with me and
just forget the world?

Sunday, April 15, 2007


dont make that mocking face!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Beau Ideale- imagined state of perfection

the sweet restlessness.
The chanting of your name
Heart racing at every
little sound....

Find you in me,
ina small crevice.
Forgotten treasure.
Curled up,
like a snail in its shell.
Home sweet home.

Touch your skin
Feel you shiver.
the sexual tension.

Scratch your surface.
See your core.
Relish your complexity
and your bloodied passion...

O, when will you end
this sweet anticipation
for an even sweeter,
My beau ideale

She knew it was the end..
The End was approaching. The why did she feel that somethign was holding her back.. a subtle hint of a better life which was lurking out there unsure how to enter, in what form to enter so that she wouldn't reject it but embrace it with open arms...

And it entered. It entered casually...subtly....and embraced her before she pushed it away...
and she was swept away...

Amidst colourful dreams, sweet hopes, glowing passion, perfection... she saw The End slither away....

After all......she's rather have 'happily ever after' written all over the book of her life in colourful alphabets......rather than a solemn "the End' in black....

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New story of my life :)

Winnie the Pooh.......'Oh my!'........Barney songs.......lips of an angel......Don't matter.....The kite runner.......Virtual kisses........toblerones..... shweet-smashingly sexy = shmexy......tigger.......star cricketer.........Ufone versus Telenor........goth lyrics/poems.......sweet promises.......solemn pacts......omnivorism versus vegetarianism......chicago/karachi.......stupid summer camp stories......childhood memories.......having breakfast versus not having breakfast......... love for food.......scrapping madly without adding the person......ideals personified, albiet without purple hair.... madness........euphoria.......ecstacy.......peace of mind......happiness........ :D whew...

i always want to know WHY..

Why did you say that?
Why did you make that weird face?
Why did you sigh?
Why did you shrug?
Why are you ignoring me?
Why are you not answering my questions?
Why do you think I'll stop asking questions if you dont answer?
Why are you grinning?

why am i so stupid? =p


Wednesday, April 04, 2007


i want to see a black flutterby:P
(but wont that be a moth then?)
are there black ones on Earth?


No fair!
First you said there are no orange bananas and now THIS!



Finding Neverland...

Maybe i've found it.
I won't tell you.
Its a secret.
Maybe i've been there lready.
Won't tell.
*can you keep secrets?*

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*and you wonder what you've done to make God so happy. So happy that He has made you the happiest person in the world all of a sudden...*

It keeps me thinking. Keeps me praising Him.
After all who could have possibly pulled me out of that horrible depression except Him.

...Thankyou God....

i really am in love..:D

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When in love..... =)

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