*poof*
like i never existed.
No void lasts long in this world.
I dont exist anymore. I wish
Everythings so messed up and im watchin myself slowly destroy everything good in my life..
I think im mentally unstable.
I dont know.
But im doing it.
Its weird. But i cannot stop. An I don't want to stop.
I swear, im a maniac.
I want to stretch up, and hang onto the moon and fly away
I want to die. Right now.
I dreamt i was dead and i woke up a bit shaken but strangely happy.
And now Im waiting for the dream to come true
Because, ofcourse its the easy way out of this inferno.
Im sick. I cant even breathe properly. My chest is hurting and so is my upper left arm. Its so annoying. And when i breathe, my lungs hurt.
And also the sole of one of my foot is hurting
:S
how retarded am i?
posted by asheyy @ 2:55 AM
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