Sunday, March 25, 2007


right now..i could even pay someone to talk to me!
I'm lonely.
Funny how one can be lonely even with so many people around.
I'll develop another personality within me, if i'm thsi lonely again.
As it is i talk to myself.

My best friends:
*my diary
*my bloggie
*my room

Maybe this is how socially reclusive people become who they are.
Being self-centred.

But if i were with friends right now, I'd laugh and joke. But i have this weird gloom, this emptiness inside. Its always there.
Its hard to ignore.

I'm so weird
I can describe myself in two ways:
* I need constant attention and love
* I love being alone.


HOW TO SOLVE MYSELF so that i can get onto solving life?

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