Tuesday, January 01, 2008

sel-sel-selfish

i wonder what you thought
when you saw Bhutto.
(As for me, i was jealous)
Because seeing you concerned,
worked up,
anxious,
sad.
i almost wished i'd been assassinated.
Though i dont much care
about a bullet in my head
(or a lever in my skull)
i think i want
that attention from you.
i really do.